gonna blog bout my work..
finally..
wad do i do?
FOLD CLOTHES..
hahaha..
fold clothes at causeway point..

made new friends..
guoxi, hui yong, said, warren, chin cheng..
folded clothes together..
SUPER TIRING..
and my finger bled, could u believe it?..
people there were fun to be with..
and there were others who amused us..

1) fat man slim, always turn his head so that his hair will fall back..
funny the way he does it..

2) batam prostitute, she's not one tho..
she calls this other lady who offended her a batam prostitute..
she is one LOUD lady, and she can talk.. ALOT..

3) super white girl and silent working at macs..
throughout the 13 days, i never saw silent speak..
my goodness.. thot something was wrong..
but she was able to speak, according to guoxi and said..


there were the *evil aunties..
wah liao..
they search for clothes like rabid carnivores la..
i never seen anyone so reckless..
haha..
they can mess up a whole wagon of NEATLY folded clothes in a matter of seconds..

there were nice people there..
this couple..
the man tried the clothes, then left it there..
was helping him..
the lady was folding back the clothes..
i offered my help..
she said " dun need, i will help u fold.. u fold alot of clothes le.." den give that warm smile.. =)..
*touched.. haha..
another auntie complained to me about her super fussy husband.. haha..
some joked around with me..
there was one who asked for a size, but there weren't any left..
so she said in a joking manner, acting frustrated.. "why?! why no size?"..
i was laughing la.. hahaha... so was her husband..
another one..
this family of four..
the father was a veyr funny guy..
took a sleeveless 'wallace & gromit' t-shirt..
checked whether his son could wear..
the son was quite a plump one..
den he told his son.. "since u got breasts, u wan this?"
his son was like.. "wah liao...."..
haha..
den they looked at me..
the father asked me whether that was for females,
*he was winking at me..
getting the hint, i played along.. hahaha..
his son was so bullied..
haha..
his father and sister was laughing away..
haha..

and then.. there were the children..
my goodness..
had time to play peek-a-boo and hide and seek with the kids..
hahaha..
and toddlers..
hahaha..
they LOVE my bubble sound.. haha..
got 1 even danced to the tune..

hmmmm..
saw quite a number of friends there..
amanda..
si min..
gp teacher *mirror..
winnie..
siang ling and her friend..
ahmad taufik..
daniel..
jason..
i think got somemore..
i forget.. =X..
SORRY..
haha..
ended le..
no more folding le..
*wonder..
when am i getting my pay..
haha..

hmmmm.. tml results...
finally..
judgement day..
meeting my class for lunch before the results..

will i do well?
will i screw up?
it will all be told tml..
HAI..
=/..

i'm feeling depressed..
tho i dunno what are the causes..
it's not wad u told me, dun worry..

crap man..
i'm feeling so distant from everyone..
even my closest friends..

am i faking a smile in front of eveyone?..
putting up a smiling front..
deep inside.. i'm empty..
HAI..
tot i just needed someone..
wasnt the answer..
ah.... crap crap crap...
seeem to have lost pure happiness that's always within me..

really need to go look for it, fast..
somemore A level results coming out on wednesday..
feeling depressed, u cant expect me to be optimistic eh..

=)))))..
Finally got work..
13th to the 28th of Feb..
working at Hang Ten Atrium Event(Causeway Point) as customer service associate..
15 days of work..
10am - 10.30pm..
woooooaaaahhhh... LONG..
can only pick 2 days off(1 for A levels taken liao.. =/)..
but still...
no more rotting at home..
yeahh..
i'm happy..

Just got NS letter..
Not enlistment letter.. siann..
got a medical screening..
i guess just 1 station..
3rd of march..
hopefully everything goes well..
*prays..

no seoul garden-ing tml..
postponed to next friday..
dunno whether i can make it..
hopefully after work can meet them..


sou mun and yuko coming over to borrow my kitchen to bake some stuff tml..
for some vdae stuff..
hope they dun burn down my kitchen.. =X..
so mean.. haha.. SORRY.. but just to be on the safe side..
*prays..
hahaha..

rong rong is having the cycle of her life rite now..
some odac recce thingy..
the last i heard from her..
she was at esplanade..
borrowed the bikes from east coast..
she will be super fit after this..
wonder whether steroids will be used.. =/..
hope not la hor.. haha..

oh yeahh..
soccer tonight..
hope there won't be any rain..
*prays again..

*cheers..
*enjoy..

*updated..


i'm slacking.. too much..
everyone else has a job.. not me...
i better start looking AGAIN..
soon..
as jeremy puts it(in a letter to the mortal during acc camp).. sian1/2..

met up with rongrong, who had a superb time coming to boon lay..
from potong pasir,
1) she alighted at dhoby ghaut when she's supposed to go outram,
2) she then board the wrong train,

haha.. the true CHAMPION..

while waiting for her,
went to kacau eric at starhub..
talked about the coming A level results.. *HAI..
went to pei him eat at Long Johns..
walked around JP to kill time while waiting for rongrong..

met up with rongrong
she was wearing SAS t shirt(guys school)
people say.. it's ok for girls to wear guys clothes..
but NOT the other way around, it's too wrong le.. =X..

Wednesdays..
JJ CCA DAY.
but everyone is apparently gone..
the school canteen is so empty..
walked around JJ..
met zong da, hui min, yuko, esther, qiu ying, gilbert, wanli and a few others..
saw limin at cafe..
APPARENTLY, sharon said she went home..
BUT she was with wei xiang and andy.. *raise eyebrows..
hahaha..
studying la.. i think.. =X..
played at the rotating gate..
love to do this..
when someone want to get out..
hold the gate..
the person will blur blur wonder why the gate never rotate..
hahahaha..
i'm evil..
esther was the victim..
Heh..
3rd one..
1st was eric, 2nd bernard..
hahaha..
i love the rotating gate..
holds nice memories..
even though it was completed end of 2005..

so we made our way to jp..
me, rongrong, gilbert, yuko, andy, weixiang, esther..
met up with azizah at banquet..
managed to get seats.. =))..
jieqi and amanda came late..
pei sean didnt turn up..
she left her phone at home..
haha..

apparently, we uncovered scandals by examining contents of people's phones..
weixiang's.. heh heh..
saw ALOT of girls pictures.. hmmmm..
weixiang is a active member for the polygamy gang i think.. haha..
i'm mean..
saw SOMEONE's apple pillow in his phone gallery..
NATURALLY, our minds went WILD..
scandals under the rugs..
guys pics also have..
bisexual..
HAI..
what's becoming of this world..

alot of chit chat,
smacking by rongrong who's violent as ever..
mistaken identity..
esther became xiaohui in amanda's eyes.. =))..
andy pang exercised his eyes admiring the *scenery at jp..
hint: scenery can move, breathe and wears clothes..
blast from the past..
rongrong and andy were from the same kindergarden class(bambi)..

hmmm.. looking at OG 19..
wow.. at least the og is still having outings together..
my 1st three months OG(OG25) is like *dead? =/..
quite unfortunate..
BUT 2nd orientation OG 11 is still alive..
heh heh.. still having outings.. =)

soccer tml.. weeee...
just hope my wound dun tear apart.. *prays..
wound will hurt ONLY if applied pressure
quite painful during the kneeling down part during prayers..
i think i look quite odd..

hmmm..
sunday.. seoul garden outing..
i'm drying up..
really need to work le..
constant financial outputs, NO financial input..
super unbalanced.. =/..
*Cheers..
*Enjoy..

haiya..
will be PES D till june..
looks like going in on april 7 will never come true..
think i will be entering NS with the poly grads..
hell..
i think i will be the youngest there?
more than 1 year because my bdae is at the end of the year..
wowee.. how fun is that.. -.-"..

on the bright side,
finished my medication..
but there'll be another medical appointment in June for me..
hmmmm..
guess i really have to get a job..
i dun wanna rot at home for the next 4 months..
YAWNSS..

this week will have plenty of outings..

tml going back to jj..
meeting up with rong rong(ponning odac)..
i mean, if u can take drugs, ponning odac shld be a breeze.. haha.. jk jk..
yeahh.. going back jj..
meet up with juniors all..
den having og dinner at banquet..

sat/sun
yuko and friends coming over to borrow my mother's kitchen..
want to bake HALAL stuff for Vdae..
soumun wants to visit me.. haha..
dunno why though..

hazmi's bdae..
going to seoul at ngee ann for dinner..
they are planning a prank for him..
hmmmmmm... =))..

i'm hungry..
gonna go eat..

Cheers..
Enjoy..

to be able to give comfort to a troubled person..


to be the one who friends seek when they need a listening ear..


to be the one to help solve the problems of others..


to be the one to hold and guide ur friends when they're going through the thorns of life..


to be appreciated and treasured greatly by friends because they feel you are a true and ideal friend..

is this a blessing..
before you answer, read on first..

no one is perfect..
this is double-edged..

you are troubled by your problems..


specifically one..


maturity is supposed to wipe out superficialism..


but it still lingers around at the back of your head..


no matter what you try to do..


it will still be there..


and just when you thought you have won the battle..


it comes out again..


lingering and lingering...

well...
what do you think now..
does the benefits outweigh the consequences...?

unfortunately, i don't have the benefit to make that choice..

btw..
today's newspaper reported that some guy's hand got chopped off in an act of revenge..
the attacker apparently got pushed while playing soccer..
so, trying to be macho..
he attacked the one who pushed him..

what the hell am i trying to say here, you ask..?
haha..
reading my previous post bout soccer violence.. =X..
i assure my friends i won't be like the attacker..
i'm not retarded to attack people just because of a dumb incident...
=))..

Cheers..
Enjoy..

Two new years in a space of 5 days..
but MNY isn't so much of a celebration.. =/..
but still..
it's the new year..
let's all leave the past behind us..
start afresh and be a better person..
*hopefully better.. =)..
AND NOT FOR THE WORST.. =X

yuko and sharon came to visit me at my house yesterday..
caught off my guard..
it was a nice surprise tho seeing them again..
they were visiting their friends' houses for CNY and decided to just say hi to me.

played soccer at limbang park again yesterday..
was so bored at home..
nothing to do so called my friends down just to kick the ball around..
alot of other players soon came after some time..
me and my friends' formed a team of 5..
played knockout soccer league with 1 goal per game..
winners stay in court, losers sit one corner.. =D..
haha.. yeahh..
we owned the court for the first 5 games..
but then grow soooooo tired..
we conceded a funny goal..
disappointed but relieved at the same time..

that's when it all started..
i suppose we were the youngest team there..
the *violent team was playing more of a field soccer concept..
long balls and body contact..
we were the next team..
i was playing up front..
formation: 1-3-1 ( at least that's what Firdaus told me) =X..
and APPARENTLY, their *most violent player was their last man..
i haven even got close and his hands were out to push me away..
i'm not the type of player who use body..
so apparently, got *bullied.. =(.. haha..
happened ALOT of times, not only to me but my teammates too..
our team got beaten la..
we were so pissed with the opponents' way of playing..
had a small discussion..
planned to play the game LIKE THEM..

our next game..
with the violent team again..
all psyched up and ready to go.. =]..
haha..
did i mention that their last man was shorter than me..
i soooo wanted to smack his head off his body..
but resisted the STRONG temptation..
played long and hard..
somehow, they got even more violent..
we got shoved aside, pushed & even elbowed..
the best moment came.. i scored the goal.. WEETS..
left leg somemore..
the feeling was GOODDDD!!!..
happiness was short-lived tho..

WHY?..
there weren't any more other teams..
so violent team stayed on.. -.-"..
we played the game, more livelier than ever..
use alot of speed, abit of body..
we were dominating..
had alot of winning chances..
BUT then..
we lost.. bleah..
sian..
but okay lo..
was super tired le..
it was already 9 plus..
haha..

so what do we do...?

went home la..
what else rite..? =))




Cheers..
Enjoy..